Thursday, November 18, 2010

Wordless Wednesday, a day late

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Happy Birthday, Little One

I can't believe it was a year ago.

I can't believe a year has gone by.

Your birth is somewhat famous, little one. You chose when to arrive. I was prepared to defend your choice.

How lucky are we to have each other?

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Wordless Wednesday: From Jesse's Christening last month

Monday, May 3, 2010

Speaking of books...

Because I was speaking of books earlier, to wit, "Baby Led Weaning," a resource I'd like to refer to a skeptical friend to so that she can understand it a little bit better. But it's not stocked by any of the local libraries, including Super Big County (Fairfax, VA) library system, where I have a card because I work in this county.

It made me realize that I would happily buy this book for all the local libraries if I knew for certain they would add it to their collection as opposed to shifting it over to the book sale pile.

Most libraries, however, do accept requests for books, and it occurs to me that we crunchy-inclined mamas could do ourselves a great favor by making sure our favorite books on pregnancy, birthing, and parenting are stocked by the local library. Fairfax has the books by Ina Mae Gaskin, but not the one by Henci Goer, for instance.

(Although I just found The Thinking Woman's Guide to a Better Birth on Google Books, available as a limited preview. Tell your friends!)

So my question for you, dear readers, is...

What books would you recommend for your dream library collection? What books should every library have on hand and feature more prominently than, say, What to Expect on the pregnancy/birth/parenthood display rack?

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Wordless Wednesday - Video Link!

http://www.facebook.com/v/402605601873

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Sigh.

I thought I would do much better at babyblogging. Or Mamablogging. After all, that's part of the reason I was inspired to migrate from my main blog, that and to do so a little more anonymously, especially when I found out I was pregnant and didn't want a boatload of congratulations I wasn't ready for.

But now... now...


I feel so BLESSED to have this baby--a baby who was conceived a year ago tomorrow. He was three months old on Thursday, already! I can't believe it!



He's holding his head up now, and not quite able to steady it enough to sit in the bumbo. But he certainly has quite the charming smile.

And it's the kind of smile that seems to get around. Here he is with his dad and with one of the nerdlings, as my sitter and her husband calls their kids. Those kids absolutely dote on him.

So what can I do to be a better mamablogger? Should I just go ahead and migrate over to the main blog again, to really, truly BE a mamablogger?

And note: I am not a MOMMYBLOGGER. Adorable infant notwithstanding, I have a teenager too!

So anyway, I wrote extensively about how bad the weekend last weekend was, just not here. So without further ado, let me point you to that blog--which is even more neglected than this one, I assure you....

HelenMosher.com

And if I could only figure out why it's saying I'm posting as "Google."

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Fighting Intervention Harassment

Desirre Andrews made a fascinating post over at PrepForBirth that itemizes interventions that often aren't necessary but are often pushed, subtly or not so much. Because I've now dubbed what I went through during my second labor "intervention harassment," I'm going to encourage you to read her post and then come back here to see how many of these things I either endured (in bold) or refused (in italics).

* The uniform
* Who’s on first?
* On a short leash. (I was on a medium one, actually, only confined to bed 20 minutes out of every 2 hours.)
* The big drag around – I was browbeaten for refusing the IV and finally consented to a heplock just to shut the frackin' nurse up.
* Staying put
* Ice chips and Jello I didn't even get jello.
* The marketing tool – Nah, I didn't feel like getting into the shower, honestly.
* One is enough They would have let me have a second person, but what they had in place was frustrating. Absolutely no one but those two people, and no one under 18 for our entire stay, which put the kaibosh on the kids meeting their baby brother.
* I know more than you– I got this, but in a defensive way, not an offensive way. I had come up swinging as soon as she ordered pit the first time, and she felt like she had to remind me that she had gone to school for this.
* If you don’t… – I can't count the number of times she came up with excuses to intervene. The most absurd was her combing through the monitor print-out, and pointing to an instance where the baby had moved away from the transducer as evidence that the baby was in distress. I actually laughed at her. "If it happens again," she said, "you're getting the pit." I spent the next two sessions on the monitor panicking over what she might do every time his heart beat slowed down even a little.
* Attitude and atmosphere – My day nurse seemed almost terrified of me, and because I was getting a rap as an uncooperative patient, I spent most of the day miserable--and progressing slowly. When the natural-birth-fluent night nurse came on, the energy changed, and I opened right up.
* Only if you ask – Kind of. There were things I should have asked for, but it wasn't until the night nurse came on that I realized what I should have asked for.
* Bait and switch – Thank goodness, not for me. But I did notice something about the childbirth ed class: they talk about all this walking around you can do, and gloss over the fact that once you have an epidural, you're not leaving the bed. Considering that everyone in the class but me was planning an epidural, I felt it was irresponsible of the educator to be singing the praises of walking during labor--so I pointed out the incongruity for the benefit of my classmates.
* New with bells and whistles – I don't think they were pushing interventions for a better bottom line.
* Routine vaginal exams – I refused all vaginal exams after I got to 5 cm until I felt the urge to push, but getting to 5 was a battle because of the environment.
* Pushing the epidural – Didn't apply to me since I had refused the basics that were needed for an epidural. but omg, the pit-pushing! That I refused it four times still blows my mind, and I'm starting to feel like the pressure to accede to these procedures constitutes intervention harassment. And while I'm sure there are folks that say, hey, at least you fought it and won.. there was this horrible hour between 6 and 7 when I began to doubt myself.

In other words, that harassment almost worked, and if it hadn't been for the night nurse, it might have.